BACK from the grave... ♥

Yes... Barely awake but blogging nonetheless!!
I am so glad that y'all enjoyed the second VLOG. It was a lot of fun and I really enjoyed sharing with you guys about a healthy and natural alternative to all the expensive and chemically. drenched products we all use across the globe. Your comments really made my day this week as they came in because I was just overwhelmed and exhausted (still currently exhausted) with all that I'm doing.

The two job thing definitely isn't something that I would recommend ANYONE do unless necessary. It not only adds to your exhaustion tank but I just see my face and I look so hollow under my eyes! The brightness that a great nights rest combined with time off during the day can promote on women faces seems quite dull and ragged these last few days. lol If I am being quite honest I'll also admit I have resulted to wearing jet black eyeliner rimmed around my eyes so that I don't draw attention to my sleepless face. ha ha

WH|BM is amazing. I love the product and I love the staff. I had my first $BLING$ sale or big BONUS which was pretty nice because that is extra cash on top of hourly going towards my car payment :). I really can't wait to have some extra cash to invest in the clothing for myself. But I have to hold off for a while and get all of this crazy financial debt paid off. NO BEGGING FOR THIS GIRL :). For those of you who remember my post about making a sign and begging.



I really, really enjoyed doing the VLOG. I kinda want to start doing it a bit more regularly. But I don't have too many bright ideas to support that thought so they will be sporadic for now. I'd really like to do a Q&A though!!! I thought it would be a great way to get to know you guys better because you would be able to kind of dialogue with me through the questions you ask. So if you have ANY questions 

EMAIL ME @: Savedthrulove @ Gmail [dot] com :)



Once I get into a groove with the two jobs I will certainly be posting more frequently.
I feel like these last few days have GREATLY affected my walk with the Lord too. I just felt and feel kinda distant, DRY, and hungry for an extra filling of His spirit these days. I'm drained and exhausted of all my own strength and I know that Christs strength is the only strength that will endure and suffice. I am also just desperately struggling with doubt these days. NOT ABOUT WHO GOD IS but about myself. I want to break free and just break out of this existence. I sense so much more is awaiting me in surrendering it ALL to Christ. I don't know how that looks or what it means but I know that it is REAL and that HE IS CAPABLE. I just want to be obedient you guys. I want to be obedient and grow! I want to be stretched and broken in HIS NAME. Chetreanna seems to get in the way often with her own plans but I want to embrace HIS plans for my life. AND HIS WAYS!! I want to learn to live more like HIM. PRAY FOR ME. I love you all so much. I pray for you guys. I know that GOD has given me each follower for a reason. There are no mistakes in this beautiful world of His. :) And NON of you beauties are mistakes :).

God Bless you guys,
Seriously. I mean that.

♥CheChe



Here are some random Pictures for Thought:

this woman and her voice are such a blessing!

I have began taking BIOTIN pills and my nails are growing girls :)

I am such a girly-girl. sorry this picture makes me smile with all its beautiful jewels

Need more of Him. Amen

 Greatest invention ever! Lacey heels!!!

he he... ;p

Have an amazing rest of the day/night in whatever part of the world you are in.

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early morning (TEHEEHEE)

My current conundrum is LOVE LOST.

My heart is actually aching and the funny thing is, I broke up with him?

Well, let me

   clear things UP...

I broke up with him to focus purely on god SINCE i am a new believer and our relationship 9ish months ago was not that of a god pleasing and fearful couple.  I didn't realize that having an unevenly yolked relationship while trying to have a strong walk with the LORD will only be a burden when you are actually focused on GOD. I learned my first lesson which is you cannot have a relationship where one is running towards God while the other is doing , well something else.  I guess stagnant would be the appropriate word to use. I was a new believer and on fire and my partner was a believer who had strayed.

Anyways that was NOVEMBERish.  I am only now beginning to really FEEL the loss.

AND IT HURTS YOU GUYS.  We are both still friends and I love him more than any man next to the LORD and he is growing so tremendously. And it hurts because THAT is what I so desperately wanted when we were together. and i guess i have also learned that being faithful to god is not always easy nor does it make sense from our small human point of view.  But i can see that god is at a large work in my life today and NO MATTER HOW MUCH IT PAINS ME i must stay true to him and faithful because I know, he has a better plan for me than I do for myself.

                      Yet, this truth doesn't make it easier.

This all could be handled a lot differently, of course if I had a life without GOD.  I made a life altering choice the day I accepted him into my HEART and gave my life to CHRIST and the situations that used to BAFFLE me with abounding hopeless thoughts are now situations of purpose. EVENTS all leading to the next stage of life that god has predestined before me.

I cried my eyes out today and yesterday. And i even talked to my ex about what I was feeling and that helped because for me it got everything out in the open so that he could understand the way I was aCting and treating him. I feel like I should definitely be OVER HIM.  People have always said when you break up that person is meant to be in your past for a reason. But I guess for now he isn't? I don't have any answers and whenever I try to carry out MY WILL FOR MYSELF I wind up hurt, confused and in a worst place than I was to begin with. LOL

i also know that IF god has that in store for me than he will deliver me to that place and for now I just need to surrender the situation entirely to his haNds and pray to be in his will.

I am learning and growing so much but i NEED PRAYER and I am far from perfect and FAR from alright with everything that is going on in my life right now.  I just know that I am comforted when I am reminded of who MY GOD is. and just how powerful he is and what a great and faithful deliverer he is. this is my hope and my rock. This is my comfort in CHRIST<3

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