oh august

I'm a spoiled, little CALIFORNIA GIRL and my sunshine is out there beckoning for me to get dressed and off this time thief the computer. It feels like a lovely 80degrees out there and GOD is in the breeze putting a warm smile, that I could feel, around my skin.

Today I'm headed to hang out with the ex and maybe ride my mountain bike around his neighborhood and newport, beach. Since seeking GOD and surrendering to him each morning since then I've felt the selfish desires that aroused when I spoke to him dissipate. He is a great friend and I look forward to enjoying our friendship as far as THE LORD plans to take it.

I find that rather amusing ^^. Seeing that just a couple of days ago I felt my heart breaking and shattering just at the thought of him and knowing he had finally moved on and was even going out with other women. It's amusing to me but just shows the wonders of GODS amazing power to restore all things.

today I am in LOVE with the life I have just as it is. I'm excited for the HARVEST CRUSADES this weekend (*going FRIDAY!) at the angel stadium and am just looking forward to what life has in store.

FOR ANYONE WILLING TO PRAY PLEASE BE PRAYING FOR MY CURRENT JOB SITUATION. I feel my time there is slipping slowly and I would love to be directed in a new area. Of course, I need the next job to be something that completely is not crazy sales oriented or focused on harassing customers at the bank!! lol  But whatever GOD has in store is of course preferred. I just pray to be in his will.

ALSO BE PRAYING FOR BIBLE COLLEGE. I'm really sure that I'm headed there I just don't know when or how. My next step is to look at a campus or two and check the facilities but I'm a procrastinator by nature and have not yet gotten that STEP OUT THE WAY. So be praying for me to start taking action in the steps GOD has put down for me.

I love being single today. 

It feels like a real summer ♥

and it feels like LOVE is 

right around the corner.

Oh, thank you GOD. 

Your my first love.