Initially I didn't have anything particular to blog about today. I am at school and stressed out and in need of a massage and CHURCH tonight.
Sadly both are looking very dim. Lord, I desperately need my car fixed. At least where I could go to CHURCH services independently and not have to rely on blessings sent as friends and my mom. LoL. I am really blessed and have not really had to suffer because of all the amazing GODLY women the Lord has put in my life and their services of taking me home or picking me up :). But unfortunately I am getting to the point where pride REALLY does not want to ask anyone, as well as my mother, for rides anymore. I just feel like I am overstaying my welcome minus the living at someones home part.
School is stressful y'all. I know that GOD has kept me here so that I am prepared for what he has in store. I truly believe that. But I *CHETREANNA WHITE* am my worst academic enemy. My English teacher gave me more than the enough time to complete this ANALYTICAL MAP based off the 88 page reading. However, one must start and finish the 88 page reading in order to carry out the task and accomplish anything. UGHHH. I was a bum and chose to NOT get started on this task until yesterday. The time I devoted did not SUFFICE because the reading is not just some straight through read. It is a very complex dialogue of essays that you should allow a few days to read and to absorb and perhaps have a dictionary on hand for words, that may arise, that you are unfamiliar with. I know I have nobody to blame here but myself which really angers me. My problem is I want to be the best at everything I set out to do, yet, I mess up and do stupid, young, immature things like skipping/postponing assignments and I am placed in this overwhelming, insecure and anxious state of mind on campus. I jut want to go back in time (impossible I know!) and borrow the money to BUY my book so that I could start the assignment the day of. Rather than being broke, not asking my mom for the money (pride) and waiting 4days until my paycheck to purchase it and adding another 3days of not reading it to that.
PHEW. I feel a little bit better getting that demon off my back but the anxiety will probably not fade until I attend class.
I am pretty sure I will not be able to make it up but nonetheless I know that the only thing I can do is KEEP IT MOVING! Go to the class empty handed and take this as a learning opportunity to do all the assigned work on time. I can not afford to mess this up. Seriously. I get financial aid and my g.p.a is something that I have worked hard to get to . I only want to raise it not LOWER it and anything lower than a B. ughhh. Let us just not think about it okay. ha ha THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD! And what a faithful and trusting shepherd he is. IT is us dumb, wandering sheep that have the issues. Goodness. I just gotta keep on moving and stay on the path. This is not a life or death situation Che. Calm down. ahhhh much better. Thank God for this gift of writing!
BLOG GIVEAWAY!!!
Although I am extremely competitive when it is something I WANT I must share this amazing news. A favorite blogger of mine is having a giveaway on her page!! The giveaway has probably got to be one of the most exciting ones I have had a chance to hear about :).
Go Check outKelly Ann s blog to learn more about the giveaway at TAYLOR HOUSE run by the lovely CHAUCEE !! I really feel alot better talking about something that excites me :).
Yes, the day has a lot more hope now that I am writing. JEREMIAH 29:11. This is the verse I shared with my cousin a week or so back. It helped her and seeing in how my birthday is SEPTEMBER 20th, my dear cousin bought me a journal after she saw me complaining about how I didn't have too many pages left in the one I am using. *about 2 weeks at the most left of space* So she bought me a new black leather journal *LOVE YOU SHARA!!* And a gift card to Ross :). As well as an amazing CHRISTIAN birthday card. I read it and it was adorable and then she says did you see the bottom left. Plastered at the bottom of the card was JEREMIAH 29:11!! She didn't realize until after she had already purchased it that it was there. Isn't our God an amazing and never dull God? That verse is popping up for a reason! He is reminding me of his unwavering promise! Set in stone just for me and anyone else who calls upon the name of Jesus and believes.
Thank you Lord for reminding me :)!
Well I have a class to go to. Thank you all for listening! go join the giveaway!! Chaucee is a sweetie and I would love nothing more than to hear she is ALL SOLD out of cowls :).
Blessing and peace your way this MONDAY!
♥ cheche
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Sadly both are looking very dim. Lord, I desperately need my car fixed. At least where I could go to CHURCH services independently and not have to rely on blessings sent as friends and my mom. LoL. I am really blessed and have not really had to suffer because of all the amazing GODLY women the Lord has put in my life and their services of taking me home or picking me up :). But unfortunately I am getting to the point where pride REALLY does not want to ask anyone, as well as my mother, for rides anymore. I just feel like I am overstaying my welcome minus the living at someones home part.
School is stressful y'all. I know that GOD has kept me here so that I am prepared for what he has in store. I truly believe that. But I *CHETREANNA WHITE* am my worst academic enemy. My English teacher gave me more than the enough time to complete this ANALYTICAL MAP based off the 88 page reading. However, one must start and finish the 88 page reading in order to carry out the task and accomplish anything. UGHHH. I was a bum and chose to NOT get started on this task until yesterday. The time I devoted did not SUFFICE because the reading is not just some straight through read. It is a very complex dialogue of essays that you should allow a few days to read and to absorb and perhaps have a dictionary on hand for words, that may arise, that you are unfamiliar with. I know I have nobody to blame here but myself which really angers me. My problem is I want to be the best at everything I set out to do, yet, I mess up and do stupid, young, immature things like skipping/postponing assignments and I am placed in this overwhelming, insecure and anxious state of mind on campus. I jut want to go back in time (impossible I know!) and borrow the money to BUY my book so that I could start the assignment the day of. Rather than being broke, not asking my mom for the money (pride) and waiting 4days until my paycheck to purchase it and adding another 3days of not reading it to that.
PHEW. I feel a little bit better getting that demon off my back but the anxiety will probably not fade until I attend class.
I am pretty sure I will not be able to make it up but nonetheless I know that the only thing I can do is KEEP IT MOVING! Go to the class empty handed and take this as a learning opportunity to do all the assigned work on time. I can not afford to mess this up. Seriously. I get financial aid and my g.p.a is something that I have worked hard to get to . I only want to raise it not LOWER it and anything lower than a B. ughhh. Let us just not think about it okay. ha ha THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD! And what a faithful and trusting shepherd he is. IT is us dumb, wandering sheep that have the issues. Goodness. I just gotta keep on moving and stay on the path. This is not a life or death situation Che. Calm down. ahhhh much better. Thank God for this gift of writing!
BLOG GIVEAWAY!!!
Although I am extremely competitive when it is something I WANT I must share this amazing news. A favorite blogger of mine is having a giveaway on her page!! The giveaway has probably got to be one of the most exciting ones I have had a chance to hear about :).
Go Check out
Yes, the day has a lot more hope now that I am writing. JEREMIAH 29:11. This is the verse I shared with my cousin a week or so back. It helped her and seeing in how my birthday is SEPTEMBER 20th, my dear cousin bought me a journal after she saw me complaining about how I didn't have too many pages left in the one I am using. *about 2 weeks at the most left of space* So she bought me a new black leather journal *LOVE YOU SHARA!!* And a gift card to Ross :). As well as an amazing CHRISTIAN birthday card. I read it and it was adorable and then she says did you see the bottom left. Plastered at the bottom of the card was JEREMIAH 29:11!! She didn't realize until after she had already purchased it that it was there. Isn't our God an amazing and never dull God? That verse is popping up for a reason! He is reminding me of his unwavering promise! Set in stone just for me and anyone else who calls upon the name of Jesus and believes.
Thank you Lord for reminding me :)!
Well I have a class to go to. Thank you all for listening! go join the giveaway!! Chaucee is a sweetie and I would love nothing more than to hear she is ALL SOLD out of cowls :).
Blessing and peace your way this MONDAY!
♥ cheche
