Reflections of the heart

Showing posts with label Letting GOD. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Letting GOD. Show all posts

May 25, 2011

I appreciate you Bloggers ♥

Can I just say gals.. How ridiculously EASY it is to get caught up amongst each other.
We just naturally love talking about our flaws and lingering and dissecting them.
I have tried to avoid discussing myself negatively but I am so easily swayed in this area.
I find myself dreaming of going on WEIGHTWATCHERS... Talking to a co-worker about whose butt is bigger?
I mean seriously!! How unattractive, am I right?
And worst of all my Messiah, Jesus, GOD, our SAVIOR is nowhere to be seen or heard of in these moments.
I simply give in to the flesh and talk "FAT" with whomever is willing to humor me with their own sad story.
Yes. I am once again complaining and whining but you know what?
THAT IS WHY I LOVE HAVING A BLOG!!!
The fact that you beautiful and intelligent (AND PRETTY DARN CREATIVE IF I DO SAY SO MYSELF) women want to take a moment out of your day to look into my little corner and nook of the internet world and read my craziness is only a blessing that reflects Gods grace because I certainly can't find any reason why y'all precious bunch of ladies would follow me. I sometimes wonder if I would follow me? You know... In an objective sort of way.

Anywho, WHEW!!! Thank the LORD that I have an outlet. THANK THE LORD that yesterday has passed and tomorrow has come because HE HAS PLANS for me today. THANK THE LORD that I can come online and be edified, encouraged and truly entertained by women taking time out of their lives to let others in. You gals really bless those who walk on in to your little space along the way. You guys are amazing and I honestly enjoy coming home to my blog. As well as, my bible, my books, my bed...

I just truly appreciate having a home to come to at the end of these long days. I love my life right now. I don't know what the LORD is doing and what HE has planned or purposed out of all of this but I pray that I would be strong and that I would be made strong in Him and not in myself. I really love nights like these. Nights where I can only believe because nothing really makes much sense. Bricks are definitely being layed but I have no idea what God is building in my life.

Can I be a girl for a moment??

I am just going to keep it real.

I would love to be married soon...  Someday...
I would love to have a godly man to hold hands with.
To tell about my day.
I would love to have him look into my eyes and ask me to pray.

Yeah, I am quite the sap.
And yes I just said "to hold hands with".
I think holding hands is the most intimate thing... It just makes me want to cry just thinking about it.

Oh. But guess what.
God wants the same thing from me!! Oh wow. I only just thought of this.
But the desires I am honestly sharing with you guys reflect the Lords love for me.
He wants to be married. To be united in one with me.
He wants to hold my hand.
He wants me to tell Him about my day...
And He wants me to look to Him and pray... more each day.


How great is our God...?


I Love You Lord.
Your will and your ways are perfect.
Forgive me for wanting to jump ahead of you so often.
Thank you for this day Lord.




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