I don't have a lot of time BUT I just wanted anyone and everyone to know that the dark clouds DO eventually pass away. Light does shine through! Do not give up in doing what is good because the father sees you and he is overjoyed in all of your good works and all the good you possess in YOUR HEART! He looks first at the heart anyways right?
So I didn't really have a great day at school today. I had a headache that dominated me for a few hours. I think I am going to make an appointment and go to the doctors soon because I just don't want whatever is going on to get ANY worst than it needs too.
I have been asked to go to HAITI next summer!! I don't know if it is a definite thing so me and my girls will be meeting Fridays just so we can pray over it and other things we feel the Lord has put on our hearts and just strengthen our bonds through Christ. For whatever reason the Lord has brought me together in a different type of closeness with certain people and I know that ANYONE he has in my life is ONLY there because of him and therefore I should make sure that we are both seeking God with our hearts and building our friendships off him. Otherwise we will end up TRYING to be close on our own and boy, do we ALL know how that ends? lol You have your first mishap and everything crashes but with Christ ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE and he will never lead anyone into my life that he can not keep there. He does possess the power that overcomes DEATH after all. I really have been meditating on that. My father overcame death and has given me that SAME POWER??? Is that not the craziest thing y'all..
My Grandmother is amazing. Without disclosing too much she is just an amazing, strong and intelligent woman and I just feel so blessed to have spawned from such a marvelous creation. She is ONCE AGAIN (sadly...haha) helping me out of another situation. This time it was actually something that I wasn't even planning to worry about because there are just so many bigger things in this world but she has provided me with access to a phone and although I desperately want to say I am an independent 21year old and that I declined I decided to accept and it was humiliating but she immediately encouraged me and I didn't feel so bad for the gift. "That is what family is for." She said those words and I just felt so guilty for a second because I haven't been much help to my family. Thank God for his patience and UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!! I know he loves me and all of this is really from him. My grandmother is only doing something we all struggle with. ALLOWING GOD TO USE US!! amen. We are our biggest obstacles and enemy in letting God use us. I'm so blessed!
I'm meeting up with a friend to get some food but I love you all and thank you for stopping by. Please keep Haiti and me in your prayers if you can!! If he leads me there I want to know that I am going STRICTLY to be used by him and not for my own selfish desires. The idea scares me in ways you cannot imagine so all prayers will CERTAINLY help the nerves :).
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So I didn't really have a great day at school today. I had a headache that dominated me for a few hours. I think I am going to make an appointment and go to the doctors soon because I just don't want whatever is going on to get ANY worst than it needs too.
I have been asked to go to HAITI next summer!! I don't know if it is a definite thing so me and my girls will be meeting Fridays just so we can pray over it and other things we feel the Lord has put on our hearts and just strengthen our bonds through Christ. For whatever reason the Lord has brought me together in a different type of closeness with certain people and I know that ANYONE he has in my life is ONLY there because of him and therefore I should make sure that we are both seeking God with our hearts and building our friendships off him. Otherwise we will end up TRYING to be close on our own and boy, do we ALL know how that ends? lol You have your first mishap and everything crashes but with Christ ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE and he will never lead anyone into my life that he can not keep there. He does possess the power that overcomes DEATH after all. I really have been meditating on that. My father overcame death and has given me that SAME POWER??? Is that not the craziest thing y'all..
My Grandmother is amazing. Without disclosing too much she is just an amazing, strong and intelligent woman and I just feel so blessed to have spawned from such a marvelous creation. She is ONCE AGAIN (sadly...haha) helping me out of another situation. This time it was actually something that I wasn't even planning to worry about because there are just so many bigger things in this world but she has provided me with access to a phone and although I desperately want to say I am an independent 21year old and that I declined I decided to accept and it was humiliating but she immediately encouraged me and I didn't feel so bad for the gift. "That is what family is for." She said those words and I just felt so guilty for a second because I haven't been much help to my family. Thank God for his patience and UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!! I know he loves me and all of this is really from him. My grandmother is only doing something we all struggle with. ALLOWING GOD TO USE US!! amen. We are our biggest obstacles and enemy in letting God use us. I'm so blessed!
I'm meeting up with a friend to get some food but I love you all and thank you for stopping by. Please keep Haiti and me in your prayers if you can!! If he leads me there I want to know that I am going STRICTLY to be used by him and not for my own selfish desires. The idea scares me in ways you cannot imagine so all prayers will CERTAINLY help the nerves :).
♥ cheche
