My belly is getting Evicted ♥

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I mean, she is nice and soft and I like to think that one day she will be a cute pillow for my hubby.
But I ain't married.
And quite frankly she isn't the cutest girl around :).
So I want to make a declaration.

Yes, CheChe tends to make all of her declarations online which probably makes you wonder...

"WHERE ARE CheChes REAL FRIENDS? I can only take SO MUCH!!"

But I do have real friends. 

I just know you guys are much more eager than them to hear from me and my big ideas..
Plus, they have to hear and deal with much more because of my presence.

But you all love me right?

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So, recently I started to do what my nutritionist had me doing when I used to see her.

I have been logging in all my food into my MOLESKINE food journal and writing how full I felt and how the food tasted and all that food journal type stuff.

In conclusion CheChe has experienced less bloatation and I see my meals and hunger getting smaller. I'm really excited to be taking baby steps into taking care of my health. I know that God wants nothing more than to see me fully thriving in HIM rather than turning towards food to get joy or peace.

I want to measure myself ONCE a month. Just to get a visible motivator going.

That won't be happening until I have gotten a months worth of food logging down though.

Basically I really want to start getting serious about taking care of CheChe because GOD has gifted her with a fully functioning and mobile body and she doesn't feel to good about the HAVOC she has wreaked on it.

Yes, CheChe thinks about herself a lot doesn't she?

Hence why I don't want to get obsessed with numbers and calorie counting because that focuses less on feeling good and more on looking a certain way.

1 Samuel 16:7

But the LORD said to Samuel, "Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart."

I want to look at what the Lord looks at. And my heart really is a reflection of my eating habits. I tend to eat for reasons other than hunger. Such as feeling happy, feeling powerful, having something to do, having a purpose, avoiding myself, feeding my latest food obsession...etc.


Don't get me wrong none of those things are going to send us to hell ladies! And I am not trying to condemn. But I often think of my savior and his 40days and 40nights without food or water.
I definitely am not looking to not eat for 40days and 40nights so don't get worried.

I'm so sick of my attention and thoughts streaming constantly along the lines of food and my body.
I love that my journaling is really me writing to GOD. I get to ask for help. Ask for Him to keep the temptation at bay and deliver me. Overeating is only fun and cute for so long before your spiritual health is affected. I know that God sees us as beautiful but why would He create us only to allow us to be gluttonous and harm ourselves and feel crappy and bloated so often.

Well, I don't think that is apart of GODS plan. But I do believe in His love and his arm that is not to short to help us when we call upon HIM. Even if it is to resist eating between meals or when you aren't even hungry.
There needs to be more love of Christ and love of serving Him in my life.
He needs to be the one bringing me happiness, peace and joy.
NOT FOOD!

So this, is my little declaration.
I just wanted to let you guys in on it because I am seriously tired of thinking about it.

Also, I would love to be able to update you guys and just let you know where I am at with it all and what progress has (or has not :/) been made. I would love the support from you all because you do mean a lot to me. I mean... I talk about some of your posts to my friends as if you guys wrote them to me personally. That is either really sick or shows how much I appreciate you :)

This declaration is more to GOD than to anyone else. I want to be a woman who seeks to serve God in all I do and also in how I take care of my body and VIEW my body.


BECAUSE I AM NOT MY OWN.
This is my prayer of the moment.

What are you guys seeking to surrender and declare unto the LORD???

 oh. and God has some great things to say on this topic! I love that the BIBLE covers our whole life and all of our needs on earth. Love my God!

1 Timothy 4:8

"Physical exercise has some value, but spiritual exercise is much more important, for it promises a reward in both this life and the next."

Proverbs 31:3

"Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised."

I'm just sayin' ;)

♥CheChe


Oh, I also found some precious encouragements on WeHeartIt[dot]Com!
Hope you enjoy them!!

I love Crystal Renn. She battled an eating disorder and still managed to land major campaign ads as a full-figured woman. To me she is a beautiful representation of being who you are and loving the skin you were created to be in :). Healthy is beautiful and no it does not look the same on all of us!

Another eating disorder fighter! And now she is encouraging the girls that look up to her to love themselves! What a blessing..

Only GOD can teach me this one. The flesh really wars against this but I am seeking CHRIST to show me how to love like HE has loved His creation.