Hey guys!
Today is a much better day. Last nights post was definitely well worth it because not only did the extreme bloat-a-tion that I was experiencing while writing that GO AWAY but today I opened all the blinds and let light inside of our often cave-like apartment and put on my comfy shirt. It really is the simple things that can completely turn around an unfortunate lack of positivity.
Today, I woke up planning to go to the Lake and walk it alone and maybe finish up Sense and Sensibility, but then I walked outside with JUDE (the doggie) and walked back in disappointed. We have so many heavy clouds in the distance and although the sun was shining on what seemed to be ONLY my city, the brisky chill in the air was more than enough to defeat my plans.
With that being said I have been inside all day looking at the WH|BM website and studying the product. As well as, the J.BRAND website studying the various jeans they sale and wanting desperately to try them on. It is REALLY hard to find pants that fit me and are comfortable so I usually stick to buying dresses. But lately I have been wanting to wear my neutral heels and a pair of rockin and fitted jeans with a sleek button up. (yeah, I get outfit cravings... Often the clothes don't exist either) But it hasn't been accomplished. Not that I could ever afford a pair of those jeans BUT I am definitely good at finding what I want and need and desire on thrifting trips, so I will be keeping and eye out for J. Brand the next time I hit up one of my go-to spots.
Well Ladies. I just wanted to let you all know what I was up to. Nothing really profound going on in my mind. TONIGHT, I attend a women's Home group meeting in TUSTIN from church. I am beyond excited. The Lord really does give us the desires of our hearts and I know that this is nothing more than another answered prayer of mine. The woman who leads it gathers in her home and welcomes all women and she basically hosts a christian and spirit filled version of AA only their are no steps. You get the support that you desire from being able to share your struggles and praise reports while being around people who are like-minded in their faith. A.K.A People who believe in the true and LIVING GOD, Christ Jesus.
I have a heavy burden burning in my heart. I keep finding blogs and bloggers who claim to know Jesus. But then I realize that our Jesus are two totally different people. While the Lord I know is the Messiah who was and is GOD. Theirs is a warped and demented version of the Christ. He is either one of many Gods, not GOD or only the SON OF GOD. Basically the trinity is non-existent in their particular faith.
I struggle with this deeply because it is purely the lie of the enemy in the phony form of "true faith". I want desperately to set these amazing people free from this lie. I want them to know the GOD they worship is not the GOD of the bible. That the God they worship will ultimately be the death of them in that fiery lake of Sulfur.
I don't know how or what it is GOD necessarily wants me use this burning for. I'm banking it is 100% for His Glory though. I know that it is definitely Him within me that breaks my heart for these lost children of His. I know the Devil has lead them astray and I pray that Christ would truly become known to them and that they would receive His holy spirit and that they would in turn DWELL IN HIS KINGDOM FOREVER.
Let it be True Lord.
HAPPY MONDAY LADIES!
Blessings all around ♥
