I'm thankful for this blog.
And the friend Danica who the Lord used to bring me here.
And the breakup with _______ that allowed me to have something to write about.
And the breakup with _______ that allowed me to have something to write about.
And GOD for being the one who lead me through that mess somehow?
When I thought I'd never feel whole all I could do was cry out and lean on HIM.
And now, the thought of _______ seem to be rare.
Something I never thought I'd see manifest in my life.
AND my blog is here.
And it serves a purpose beyond the venting and ranting.
It is apart of my relationship with JESUS.
It allows me to capture moments of my WALK and my RELATIONSHIP forever.
And to meet other women across this world who are beautiful.
Who write amazing blogs and pour out their hearts and let me into their lives.
And I just feel so overwhelmed with THANKSGIVING when I look back at last year and just the walk and the path that I've taken from 4years ago when I was at a STRIPCLUB on Thanksgiving HIGH and DRUNK staring at a woman dancing thinking I could totally do that and I totally should but I'M TOO FAT.
I THOUGHT I WAS TOO UGLY AND FAT TO BE A STRIPPER.
My self-esteem and worth was in the negative...
And now I'm in a relationship and covenant with the Lord.
I can't understand how I lived on this earth without Him for so long.
Because going through trials and suffering is so much sweeter with Him.
But life on earth... it still HURTS. Now, I know that it is only because of HIM and HIS STRENGTH that I make it through all of this muck and gunk that sin has bred in America and across the world.
GOD IS MY STRENGTH AND MY HOPE.
And I am thankful for HIS PRESENCE and LOVE in my life.
I am so very, very THANKFUL.
I'm linking up with CASEY WIEGANDS BLOG to spread the INDIE CHRISTMAS bloghop they got going!!
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
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