Dear Lord,
I am sorry to admit that today after praying to surrender my day to you that I blatantly ignored your voice and did what I wanted. You asked me not to purchase that Starbucks hot chocolate and I didn't feel right spending the money... Yet I bought it because I didn't want my coffee date to sit their with her drink feeling awkward :(.
You asked me to not buy that scoop of THRIFTY'S chocolate brownie ice cream. Yet, I did. And felt a bit of a tummy ache afterwards :(. You asked me not to waste my gas and drive all the way to Laguna Beach for Tacos at TACO LOCO. Yet, I did. And when me and the girls arrived it was closed! I guess they are only open until 2 a.m on weekends. You are so patient with me and I am so impulsive at times.
Thank you for bringing my mother to church again tonight. She really enjoyed the Easter service. Thank you for protecting me from drunk drivers and any other danger I could have gotten into tonight driving around Laguna and Newport beach. Thank you for the 5 dollars I found and used to buy my girls each a warm chocolate croissant. Thank you for sacrificing your life Jesus. That I could call myself a child of God and be grafted into the inheritances once only promised to the jews. Thank you Lord for breaking the rules and showing us that loving you is about a RELATIONSHIP not a set of rules to follow and obey. Thank you for your grace in which I am capable of having my faith.
Thank you for loving me despite my stupidity and who I am. I am so, so sorry for ignoring your quiet whispers today. I want to be obedient Father. Have mercy on your silly and often dumb child. She still struggles with pleasing man above God :(. Not proud Father. But that is the honest truth.
Transform me GOD. I know I can be more but I first need more of YOU in me.
I love you so much. Your an amazing savior. None is greater than you...None.
♥ CHECHE ♥
