Words without details

It's lunch time at work.

Today happens to be Wednesday nationwide, in case you were wondering.

There is a deep, deep underlying reason for me coming here today.

So deep that I won't be sharing it.

Isn't that a lovely bit of irony?

I was numb.

The last few days seemed to be the kind where I am disconnected from what I could or would be experiencing if I weren't, well, disconnected.

But last night and today I am feeling once again.

There is an almost undeniable belief within me now that I was correct in that assumption.

I feel deeply.

That was deep... I know...

I want to type so much ridiculous, emotionally stamped nonsense that I actually am tempted to genuinely laugh at my circumstances.

All that I have the bravery to openly admit is something that I must first be willing to say with a sincere heart to my Lord.

God, I don't deserve any of the things I desire.

 I never will and I know this and believe it to be true.

His will be done.