Vague Babble

There are thoughts that plague me with hunger for understanding.

Some thoughts actually lead me into understanding.

Many of them have the ability to ignite me from within to search my heart honestly and openly before the Lord.

Others show me His indescribable, infinite and glorious makeup of attributes that at once can humble my heart.

However, there are still those thoughts that beg the question and leave me walking in futile, endless circles of need. 

Curiosity killed the cat and I am convinced the search for anything unforeseen and unwritten can kill the life of the thriving Spirit planted within me.

Today I was able to gain great encouragement from a sister in the faith.

She has an undoubtful gift of encouragement and as she exercised it freely I was reminded of this blog and why I so deeply hunger to have the freedom and power to use it more frequently.

I was reminded of my brokenness in which I came to this cyber world. 

I was reminded of the work of God in my life that allowed me to become a woman able to speak her thoughts and feelings to the world without shame.

I was reminded that God has gifted us all and even allowed many mediums to be put in our reach to develop those gifts freely at our own will.

My thoughts are heavy.

They can weigh me down into prayer.

They can lead me into sin.

Whatever they be founded on their is no trifle thought within me.

All must be evaluated before God and by His word.

And as I was writing today, I just began to type and I saw that so many thoughts are still just up there wandering without discipline.

While other thoughts are gifts from God that can be used to discipline my mind into focusing on those things that bring us into eternal mindsets and perspectives.

I don't really have time to elaborate on those but it is nice to relieve myself on here even if just for a moment of vague babble.

I want so much. 

I desire many things.

But all that will ever bring peace is Him.

All that will ever remain throughout the years is Him.

And I truly pray my thoughts align with that truth more each day.

♥CheChe