Phillipans 3:12 Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me.
I can tell you all that I struggle right?
Ok. Good :).
I need to let this out of my heart right now.
So enjoy.
Following God is not appealing.
It isn't something that makes me feel all bubbly inside 24/7.
I don't always get excited when I open my word.
Most of the time I'm praying for God to give me more joy.
Because sometimes I just don't want to seek righteousness.
Sometimes I see nothing but my mistakes and my transgressions.
Yes. I have sinned against God as a Christian woman.
I have fallen knowing that He would forgive.
I have pleased and satisfied my flesh all whilst knowing my Father in Heaven
was watching and Christ was sobbing for me.
I am not the most GODLY woman.
And I am highly aware of it.
Whew!
Thanks for reading that.
HOWEVER, I press on despite this.
I press on because Christ kept walking on my behalf.
I press on because I know that HE is truth.
I know that all He has spoken is real.
I know that His promises are for me.
I know that He sought me as I ran from Him and despised His name.
I know that my God died for me and bled for me and manifested himself into
a human so that He could suffer as one of us that we might LIVE.
I know my God.
I believe my GOD.
I want to TRUST my God.
So I press on.
Because I haven't already obtained it.
I haven't nearly yet arrived.
But I press on because Christ Jesus pressed on that I might take hold
of His gift of salvation.
OF his love and mercy.
Of his glorious riches.
Thank You for following me in all my imperfection ladies.
You are each treasured and loved by God.
Take hold of His truths and press on.
No matter how much it hurts.♥CheChe
