Reflections of the heart

October 12, 2011

Day #10: The Sexy Time...♥

Yes. I wrote "THE SEXY TIME"
That time ordained between a man and a woman.
The time that was meant to be the becoming of one flesh.
A reminder of the communion and fellowship we have 
with God.
As we take in the bread, the flesh that was marred for us.

Yet, this holy, and of course AMAZING time, that every 
engaged couple and non-engaged alike agrees is not too shabby
has become so perverted.

I wasn't a virgin when I came to know God.
I was actually quite the opposite.
Although I had only been with my ONE boyfriend.
YES, I have only had one boyfriend.
I still was no better than the common prostitute.
Or woman of the night.
Whichever, makes you more comfortable.

My thoughts were constantly thinking and dreaming
of nothing but sex.
Sex with him, or him someday.
Sex with myself to feel some type of love.
Sex...Sex...Sex...

When I began to seek God and read His word I 
realized just how HOLY this act is.

I was obsessed with my boyfriend as a physical being.
I couldn't risk losing a man to actually have sex with.
I want to say that I was quite addicted but that is hard to 
prove so I'll stray from that route.

I digress...
Everywhere I look what God deemed not only necessary in
marriage but only FOR marriage is splattered on the walls.

A boob here.
A man and a woman naked there.
A man and a woman touching...
And this is on our buses and billboards.
Let us not speak of the naughty little movies we can all list.


Why has society become so obsessed with something that
proves in so many ways the existence of GOD.

(the act of creating and therefore all creations mirroring the hand
of "some" creator. But that is for another day or person"

Why?
Why are women selling their souls...
Or lets be honest.
Why was I willing to sale my soul just for sex?
Why are men so willing to leave a family for sex?
Why does society hate what sex has done to society yet
LOVE how available sex is?

The answers lay at the cross.
Sin, lust... All the things even I have not wanted to believe 
lived within me.

We all hunger for that fulfillment we were created to have.
But some of us don't want to wait...
or stop...
or believe that it hurts us outside of the covenant with God...
Many of us want to put guidelines on sex.
This age and with this type of person,
Within this area,
This way...

But we don't want to look at what God say about it.
OR how perfect his design for sex is.
How flawless he created it.
And how far from that our desires are.


Sorry for the stream of thoughts.
But as I sit here in my living room I realize the church hasn't
done the greatest job at teaching "THE SEXY TIME".
Teaching men and women just what value it holds in Gods sight.

I had no point or real answer within this post.
Truly just a stream of thought.
Thanks for stopping by.
Pray for our world.
Pray for Christ to open hearts and eyes and minds.
WE are killing ourselves in so many ways and we think
we are fighting against our own self-destruction harmlessly...


♥CHeCHe

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