Offering all of me.
Jesus your all this heart is living for.
Today was the hottest day of Fall.
Also the first day of Fall.
It was 98 degrees outside.
I wore boots and a long sleeved, silk top.
I was expecting Fall.
I got a real summer day.
Only in California right?
After work I spent some quiet time at the faithful Barnes and Noble with the King of Kings.
It was pretty, dare I say, magical.
I was reading out of Ephesians 6 when I was directed to Deuteronomy 5:16.
Definitely recommend you go and look that one up.
I lack so much in that area.
Then I walked over and ate dinner with my Lord.
At the good ol' Corner Bakery :).
The night was sooo beautiful.
And God completely blessed me.
All of a sudden I knew what I wanted.
and I wrote it. And I didn't stop until...
Well, until I was finished.
*profound statement I know*
My point is a couple of months ago God gave me a vision.
The face wasn't clear but it looked pretty exact. If that makes any sense.
Tonight I wrote a pretty detailed list.
God is in complete control and I really surrender this desire to Him completely.
So there I sat and I looked down and thought "wow. I may be single forever if I really wait for this guy..."
The list, of course, was describing my husband.
It was the man of God that I am willing to hold out for.
I mean, not like there any options anyways.
I know this seems kinda weird.
But I just know that God was the one showing me what I need,
despite the fact that it did feel like what I wanted.
This list wasn't one of compromise.
the man that God has in store for me is so amazing and perfect for me.
It blows my mind (overusing this phrase lately)
that the list I wrote will be manifest someday in the future.
well, that is really all I had to say.
I'm excited to wait.
Because I have hope.
And I know that it is coming.
And I know that GOD is going to be the one
who puts it all together.
FAITH.
Hard to hold onto but so worth fighting for.
♥CheChe
