Lovely because I love having it at my beck and call.
Much has been happening.
This whole week I didn't have to work :).
So I got to hang out with friends and family that I never see these days.
WINNNINGGGGGGG!
I know this may sound cliche but I have really been falling more in love with the God I serve.
iMy relationship with Christ is the reason this little engine is even alive.
I talked about a "boy" in my last post.
Or I guess a man.
The word boy makes me feel weird.
God has been showing me a lot through this particular man.
He has shown me just how important it is to be honest with what I'm feeling and going through.
Admitting that I was in love with someone to Christ felt really just... wrong.
As if I was cheating or something. I dnno.
But through me telling my Father in Heaven just how much I have feelings for this guy
and how much I want to be married someday as one flesh on earth serving God!
Well, spilling all of that out
has really deepend my communication and relationship with God.
He wants to hear from us no matter what we have to say.
He already knows what we're feeling.
That we're praying for this or desiring that.
So we might as well put evey single little thing before Him.
And I feel so much comfort knowing that I am willing for God to work in this area
however HE sees fit.
Whether or not I will be engaged to this guy is of no importance because I have made my request
KNOWN to the creator of the Universe.
He is faithful to give and take away everything that I need and DON'T need on earth to follow Him wholly surrendered.
And really.
That is all I could ever want.
I'm excited to be able to allow myself to be this vulnerable with God.
And for what He plans to do through this in me.
I pray for this love I have to not keep me from loving God first and more.
And on a really girly note...
I seriously cannot wait to be that Godly woman for my "man" someday.
Boy am I becoming a woman I never thought I'd be.
haha
love you all!
♥cheche
