Life is Beautiful...

I am so blessed by everything going on in my life right now.
God has restored me and awakened a new love for HIM recently.
I didn't do anything differently.
I've just been praying the last few months.
And Tuesday Night I was brought before His altar in prayer and study and He just blatantly told me what He needed from me.


AND... How did I respond to Gods call?
Well... I questioned it.
WHY?
because I am a brat and God is awesome to love a girl like me.

I guess I was just wanting Him to show me something easy.
But when He burdened my heart and asked me to give HIM more of myself.
More of my DESIRES...I almost got angry...
But God... It isn't sin? And.. And.. I don't abuse this priviledge.
GIVE IT TO ME...
He gently begged and finally I cried out "YES!"

Not quite the spiritual response you guys were expecting huh?
Well...I'm getting better. It only took like 30 minutes to stop trying to wrestle with the voice of God.
 

So finally I let it go to HIM and GOD blessed me with a high of just being in His spirit fully.
I was directed to Church and saw some friends and got to pray a prayer of just Christ moving in me for a girl named Julie who is struggling. I got to truly step back and just hear His love for her pour from my own lips and boy did I just get fired up. I love being AUTHENTICALLY used. I am not always in a position to willingly allow God to work through me so this was such a special moment.

I pray Julie finds her satisfaction is Christ alone :).


I'm still single.
I don't really see anybody that I would be willing to just MARRY in a minute flat either.
And to me.
That is what love will be for me.
A love so strong I don't care about the details as long as God lets me have this man to be my other half on earth.

So let me re-phrase.
I am happily and contently single.
BUT open ;).

haha

Anyways, I am going to go to bed.
I haven't really been posting anything too exciting.
So thank you guys for sticking around and following me still.
I know there are so many more amazing blogs of faith out there and to know you guys see something worth reading on this little page of mine is such a sweet treat :).

Love you all.

♥ CheChe