wherever he may be.
I don't really communicate with my dad.
The last time I saw him I believe was actually a little bit after my highschool graduation.
But I do love him.
We just have a bit of a rocky relationship and dysfunctional family dynamic.
I am a lot like him in many ways.
I admire him in many ways too.
He is driven.
Intelligent.
He can fix cars :).
He is retired from the military and served our country through Iraqi Freedom and Desert Storm.
I love my father.
I miss him a lot these days.
Today I didn't really think.
For some odd reason I woke up extra sore from the gym and decided to stay in bed until necessary to get up.
I ended up driving to PCH to get some yogurt from an overrated shop in Laguna Beach and being highly disappointed. I will definitely be yelping about that little shops bland yogurt.
I just sort of drove around for 3 hours and decided to check out this church that just started down the street from my house.
I was blessed and ended up going out with all the gals and guys that attend their regularly to BJ's.
As you can see, nothing special is really happening around here.
I actually am kinda stressing out about my two jobs.
I still haven't been able to make a dent in my debt and I actually am officially a month behind on my car payment.
The stress is coming from not knowing where I am headed.
I applied for a hire position at the bank last week and I am just nervous about where God wants me to go.
If I get the job there could be a good chance that I don't get to work at WH|BM anymore.
But I would get a hire hourly pay and more hours.
But I would only be able to take night classes at school with the hire position...
So you can sort of see that life is just a bit tiresome and stressful right now.
But what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger and what stresses us can easily be removed by Christ.
So I am going to read some of your amazing blogs and get to bed.
I really miss my girls who are in AFRICA right now. I met a girl tonight at church who reminded me of Lena and it was a blessing to talk to someone similar to my close sister Lena.
Blessings Everyone!
♥CheChe
