Gods Latest Lesson and Blessing

Hello Ladies and Boy!

I am currently writing from my dear sister in christ fathers house :). Life has been amazingly blessed and I have not had the time to update my blog cada dia as I am accustomed to.

Without God I really would not be able to write anything at all on these pages. Thankfully I have him and know him so you shall not go without, ever too long.

Today I made breakfast for my girls! French toast with multi grain bread. It was an amazing experience because I am not a cook and I sort of measured my faith and threw everything I know goes into the batter into it by my liking. The food turned out amazing and we got to pray and eat it while watching a movie on the huge tv that Lena and her father have here. I have not had this much fun in quite a long time. 

After we left church last night we decided to get some AMAZING Indian food. Towards the end during laughs and healing truths we left the Indian spot (by the time we were leaving we all had the crazy giggles and were bouncing with joy. I think the cooks thought we were high. Hopefully they heard us talking about GOD and were able to see he was the source of our pure entertainment.) we made a last minute decision to accompany Lena to her house sitting gig. Spur of the moment decisions lead by GOD will never return void I learned. I had amazing night with these women and GOD was at the root it. All glory and praise be to you Lord.

I find it so comforting to know that there are other believers out there who are being authentic in their walks. Authentic in their pains, struggles, temptations and not looking to see how they are in any way more HOLY than others. I find it encouraging to know that there are beautiful women out there looking to lay their lives down in the name of Christ. Please be praying for our brothers and sisters in CHINA and the MIDDLE EAST where many have been slain and many walk strong in faith knowing what it may bring. May the LORD see their faithfulness and bless them beyond measure.

GOD SPEAKS:

The message at church made me look at myself. "WE MUST USE OUR DISCERNMENT NOT TO JUDGE ONE ANOTHER BUT TO PRAY FOR EACH OTHER."  How guilty have I been of committing the offense of judgement? I have this thing where I see a brother or sister and I see something I find "unholy" and I look at it. "ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE THE HEART, WE SEE ONLY THE EXTERNAL AND THEREFORE WE JUDGE THE HEART BY THIS." I stare at there sin or ignorance or whatever it may be. We'll use the GOSSIP example because honestly that is my BIGGEST judgement I cast against others. I decide in my mind that I don't care for this person. That I don't want to open up to this person because they will obviously talk and all the thoughts that comes with judgement. Then I decide that I am better than this person. THIS IS WHERE THE REAL PROBLEM BEGINS, For me at least. 

Once I have made any thought of acceptance towards me being any higher than anyone else on this planet I am basically LOOKING for trouble. Why? Well, simply because it is a LIE. None of us, no matter how GODLY, SPIRITUAL or BLESSED or FAVORED we think we are or FILLED WITH THE SPIRIT and THE WORD; none of us are deserving of a platform above others. I am a servant, I am a bond servant at that, to Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior. This is what needs to be at the front of my mind! This is what needs to be plastered onto the front of my skull. I need to look to this each and every day so that I can see what I see in others and use my discernment TO PRAY FOR GODS BELOVED CHILDREN!!! He is my judge and the judge of everyone on this planet. How can I ever begin to understand another human being the way you do God? How can I ever begin to judge the HEART of another when I barely understand my own heart and mind, at times. OH Lord, I thank you for this lesson and I ask for the will to stay in repentance of this. Lord it does nothing but attempt to put me at the level that you are~! Which is blasphemy. I am not nor will I ever be GOD. 

So that was my lesson. God spoke to me. Of course there were numerous scriptures and verses that I don't remember and a lot more was spoken on Favoritism in the church and in life in general. However, Gods spoke to me specifically on my own issues. How thankful I was. Afterwards, I was on a spiritual high and I just wanted to dance and laugh and sing praises to my GOD who loves me enough to speak to me each and every day. Letting me know he is always there. 

This is all of our truths by the way. He is no more close to me than he is to you. Whether you believe or not the spirit is waiting to enter you and if you do believe the spirit is speaking to you so that you may be used in Gods good purpose :)! Please take this truth and pray to be spoken to and to listen. We sometimes choose to ignore what he says but when we listen and obey y'all our lives will overflow with the joys and blessings of being obedient. Praise God for that!

Well the ladies are about to pop in a movie so I must run. Thank you for reading. I love you more than you could know and I pray my truth did not make you see me as anything less than the imperfect creation I am. 

♥ cheche