Where is my inspiration?

I almost didn't start this post tonight, for one reason and one reason only. WHERE IS MY INSPIRATION?? I usually get on here fired up with at least one thing on my mind or heart and tonight I'm just sifting through other blogs and wondering what in the world do I FEEL like writing. But then, something came over me and told me to just start typing almost like a demand.

Here we are...

TODAY was quite awesome. Work was dull and I felt very unhappy my whole shift. I just think that my job is coming to a point where it is time for me to head somewhere else. The only thing is I have no IDEA where I am supposed to go. I'm praying for GOD to open that door and show me because I refuse to be the immature little girl I was in the past and just quit my job. Especially in today's economy. Whatever plan he has for me work wise will be revealed faithfully because that really is just how GOD rolls ;). ha ha ha

ONE reason why today was awesome (obviously it wasn't work ha ha) is that I got to see a dear and old friend of mine from what often feels like a "PAST LIFE". Her name is very similar to a friend of mines and I found myself calling her that name which was a bit odd but yeah ha ha neither here nor there. It was just really great being able to connect with an old friend but also being able to have some genuine fellowship. I just felt right at ease and comfortable discussing everything from the world, movies, relationships.. all the cliche things us ladies talk about when the boys are at bay! ha ha ;)

I know that GOD has BIG plans for the both of us and it was such a blessing to escape the world for a couple of hours and be with a sister. I don't think I will every tire of sharing faith and love with close friends. That is something much too precious to my heart and one of the many blessings we get to enjoy while on this earth.

There is this GRAVITATIONAL pull in me that I haven't yet discovered to where. I feel like something is on its way but I have no sight other than that of my faith. I'm eager to know my CALLING and see what ways GOD wants to use me. I guess right now all I can do is get deeper into his word and search the scriptures and pray because I feel most powerless when I am looking towards the future. However, I also feel the most hope? Thank you for that Lord because I know that isn't anyone or anything but you!!

I really have nothing left to say except the dogs I'm watching are especially quiet right now. They don't give off the vibe of dogs that broke two mugs and dragged poop all around Kim's living room; and hid one of the water bowls in a place that I cannot find! hahaha I guess this is what is in store for me when I bring kids into this world one day. Lots and LOTS of innocent surprises! kk
time to watch the NOTEBOOK in this peaceful place.

godbless and goodnight!