just a CRY OUTto him

I'd like to take a few moments to type without any reason.
I am currently car-less, stuck at home and feeling a bit miserable.
There's something about sitting on your couch surrounded by people
you love yet feel so disconnected from that can bring you down instantly.

My family is amazing. They're MY FAMILY. Unique in our own culture
and way of living amongst each other just like any other family.
However, I can't stand many of the things that happen in this
family. One thing particular is the lack of GOD in my home. That being
said I feel no reason to really list any of the other issues. That really
sums it up perfectly. Because from that root grows all the branches of filth
and anger that reside in my home.

My life is blessed. I have a mother who provides and a roof over my head
and although we don't live the life of alm this world seems to force upon the
individual we have more than we need.

God however gives me more than any of the possessions of this life or gifts, foods, and other
pleasures of name.  The more I seek him the more I need him EVERYWHERE in all aspects of my life.
I know it can't be me that craves him so much. It's his spriit within me. Yet, I need that thirst quenched every hour of the day  and when it is not I'm writing a blog that starts with ME FEELING MISERABLE.

Oh lord, I want you all around me! this is my prayer!!
i want your presence to sweep through my family lord, to awaken their hungry and thirsty souls.

I need you in my workplace and home . I need you so much. Be my strength and yes lord I know your right here as i type this. BUt i still can't help but cry out sometimes.

Thanks for listening be blessed♥